I am a 48-year-old bi man. For over 40 years I was totally straight and never even curious. In 2015 my wife and I divorced and that started me on a totally unexpected journey.
After the divorce I looked at a lot of porn every day. I found myself turned on by watching girls give blow jobs. Over time I found myself looking as much at the cock as the girl. I started looking at cock porn after that, especially cock worshipping porn. Slowly, over time I developed a deep appreciation for the male member. The image of an erect penis always made me hard and I loved watching close up video of a woman servicing a man's cock.
Then I started to get curious cravings.
I found myself wanting to suck a cock.
While masturbating daily, I ate my own cum regularly and loved it. I found myself depriving myself of orgasms so I could build up more cum so the load I ate would be bigger. Cum never disgusted me from this moment on. I absolutely craved my own cum and found myself eagerly slurping up my own pre-cum in marathon edging sessions.
By this time I wanted a cock in my mouth to see what it felt like but try as I might, I couldn't suck my own cock. I started looking at gay hook-up sites like Squirt.
I joined a few and looked around for months, never getting up the nerve to actually meet anyone. But the craving got to be too much. One Saturday I was bored and horny so on a whim I answered a guy's ad and we arranged to meet at a motel 10 minutes from my apartment.
I got there early and was extremely nervous. I almost considered not answering the door.
But I did answer the door.
He came in and we didn't say a word. He just pulled his shorts down and I kneeled in front of him and took his cock immediately in my mouth. I was in heaven. It grew hard in my mouth and I was so turned on, like nothing I had ever done.
When it came time for him to cum, he pulled out and squirted all over my face. Then he left.
I got in touch with him a week later and told him I wanted to swallow his cum. I went to his office after hours that night and blew him again, this time swallowing his load. It was pure ecstasy. I felt so horny and dirty and slutty and was so glad to feel that way.
I have been hooked ever since. I have lost count of how many cocks I have sucked since then. Maybe 40?
One time in a hotel room I got four guys to come and I sucked them all off at once. Another time I went to an orgy party and sucked seven cocks.
I simply can't get enough cock and cum. Cocks are the sexiest thing on earth to me and I love everything about cum: the scent, the temperature, the texture, and the taste. I absolutely crave it. I would drink quarts of it with every meal if I could... |
We kept reading my buddy's Dad's porn and found in gay magazine stash. Lots of cum and ass fucking was going on. We could try that, my buddy told me. His ass was tight but with a little lube I got my boner in his boy cunt. His tiny boner went into my boy cunt easily. Even a couple of the girls wanted to try. They were reading the magazines with us and saw girls getting their cunts licked. I was right there licking cunt and started licking ass too. I remember giving a girl an orgasm and she wanted more. It became a thing in our neighborhood. I had started puberty and was happy when I started squirting cum. I continued sucking my own cock and eating my cum. If I didn't have a girlfriend at the time I knew I would always get a BJ and cum to swallow. I could suck my own cock into my mid forties, but by then I was no longer able to curl up tight. I miss those days sucking my own cock. I would listen to girls complain about how gross their boyfriends or husbands uncut cock were gross. I would offer my clean cut cock for them to suck. Many took me up on my offer. I did a few threesomes or foursomes and they were fun.
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