Thank you to the folks that replied to my post about my girlfriend.
I decided the other day to dress up decent,wash the Cadi and go to a good place to eat just to rest my brain and what not.Went to Chili's. I didn't flirt or do anything other than just go in to sit down and get a bite to eat. 2 women,in there 30's came in behind me and noticeably took 1 look at me and both sneered like they were looking at a pile of crap. Damn I aint that ugly was my first thought.
If and when i get ready to tie myself up emotionally with a woman,it looks like it will be a hard row to hoe.
I don't want another alcoholic or dope head like I tried to help the last time for sure. I like long hair,small boobs, and smarts. Is that expecting to much? |
I got hungry and went to the local Bojangles to get some chicken Supremes and about 4pm on a Sunday afternoon, there was 4 men including me, each of us alone, about the same age, at all 4 corners of the place. Most had their phones in their hands, I just ate and left.
Once i got to thinking about it ,it was just a grime bout with reality. I am a grey haired old man now, alone and probably better off that way for everyone else's sake.
To those young people out there, enjoy yourselves while you can ,because when you get old, it sucks.
Feel like 85 and the hair cut I got the other day, not many black hairs fell. Mostly grey.
about a year ago,my size 40 pants were getting snug,so I wear 42's now so they are loose and comfortable.
got meds for the arthritis but the affects are starting to wear off and I hurt again 3 months later after starting the meds
Old age, aint for pussys
If you present yourself as a guy that should be put out to pasture, that's how you'll be treated by women. One other thing, If you limit yourself to a small section of the female population, you'll miss out on some truly great experiences.
As for limiting myself,I will die a lonely man before I knowingly put myself in a situation again that I am dealing with a alcoholic or dope head. I would also stop whatever kind of relationship was going on asap to stop further damage to myself if I found they were hiding it from me.I am just now really getting past all the shit that has happened and don't want no part of dope and liquer and shit.NONE.
NO need for a erection,no body wants it anyway.
I could be a billionaire and women would still scarf at me.What is it reckon? I don't even open my mouth much in public,so even if I am a complete asshole women wouldn't know it for at least a couple minutes of contact with me?
Don't think it matters much. I will be 51 end of the month and I have about come to the conclusion there is something wrong with me I am to blind to see. Other conservative men have women so my politics shouldn't be in the way.
Other guys with some extra weight have women,so my belly shouldn't be a issue.
My hair is about 1/3 grey but I see gray haired men with hot gals all the time.
My penis is not all that big but unless women have xray vision they can't tell that until they pull the lever on the slot machine anyway."Zipper".
I appreciate the women that have took the time to respond to my post here.
As you can tell, even though it has been a while since the last post here,I do come back and read this stuff over again to remind me.
But no,I aint met anyone who is interested in a date or anything.
I am just plodding along and behaving myself. Maby someone will come along. But I aint getting my hopes up.
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