I like to think of myself as a wonderful person. I am kind to all and I can at least say that no matter what my iintentions are always good. I am however disturbed by my aging and yet I still get turned on by an unpopular scenario. I had a boyfriend who is 24 now and I started dating him when he was 18. We aren't together now but he and I still have amazing sex once in awhile. Well he is a unique boy. I say boy because nobody believes he is even 18. When I take his clot he's off and look at his slender body and shaved all over I get so freaking hard. I love it when he isn't hard. He looks like a teen. We often role play and I pretend I'm his uncle or his friends dad or something. I would never play with young boy but i still feel that I am horrible for getting off with him. I don't know how to feel about it. I do know that if I had kids I'd kill anybody that tried to mess with them. I would