The main thing is, you know where the line is and you won't cross it. That's the main thing. If you see a nice cock, you get aroused, just like me. If the guy looks 20, you can't help that. Like some young girls who wear makeup and dress like they're way older than they are. I wrote a book on child sexual abuse. I did a lot of research. You, as far and what very little I know about you, do not fit into the p e d o p h i l e category. You know what you're doing. So, there's nothing wrong with you because you woke up with a hard cock after seeing one that was really nice. You don't need help, I feel you have control.

All. My wishes would have come
I would just join in the fun xx

I can only reinforce what others have already told you. Your reaction is SO NORMAL! The only difference with you is that you are talking about it out loud to us.
And the matter has nothing to do with gay or straight, either.
This dynamic occurs in every family. Obviously there are no scientific statistics on it, but if we could know the truth, I'm sure it is the rare father that not has not 'shamefully and secretly' fantasized about his daughter as she becomes a woman.. or the same thing about a mother when she notices her son is suddenly growing pit hair, looking beefy in a T-shirt or she finds a wet sock by his bed. ... And just add to this that we are all to some extent also attracted to the same sex, so add that to the family mix, too! Don't you think that all this sexual tension is ONE of the reasons why families have so many fights, hurt feeling, slammed doors when puberty hits the home?

It is refreshing to read, and wonderful for all of us that we have found this wonderful place to air the same fears that generations since time began have had to deal with in secret and kneel quietly with a Bible to ask God to give them courage to resist the temptation of the flesh. Welcome to the world of human weaknesses, southsidestud.

You are clearly a fine and gentle soul and the world is better for your being here!

Very normal reaction I had a similar thing happen to me when I was much younger I walked in on a 16 year old friend of a friend who was masterbating in the morning in my bathroom I was 25 at the time the door wasn’t completely shut and I walked by to glance in to see if anyone was using it and walked in and pushed the door open and noticed him standing with his pants down stroking his very big penis he was taken by surprise and was very embarrassed I was kinda in shock my self seeing his very large erect cock I couldn’t get that image out of my mind he was so nicely endowed but so young and I felt so bad for him I no he was ashamed of himself I told him later don’t be it’s simething us guys all do but I have never stopped thinking about his big beautiful hard on ever since the moral of this he story It’s ok to fantasize about things no matter what as long as you know what’s right and what’s wrong it’s perfectly fine to dream about things you like 😋

hiya. I feel you on this. Personally, at 38 I wouldn't mess with someone ****, however from your reaction I think this is more of pure lust than actual desire. I don't think the thought is the issue, just the action. We've all had situations where someone makes us so upset, we've thought of hurting them. But in the end, your rational side convinces you otherwise, and you don't. The thought doesn't make you guilty, the action does. I think the same would apply here.

I'd have no problem at all seeing if he would let me play with his cock

Your reaction seems normally to me especially as you are particularly drawn to males. I am Bi but feel exactly the same and mentally have no restrictions

completely normal dream is a dream and 38 old ppfffttt said no 38 yr old ever!!

There is nothing wrong with you. Your attraction to the young man was normal. Some men really turn me on. Others don't do a thing for me. Age has nothing to do with it.

There likely is nothing wrong with dreaming that as you typically can't control dreams. If you where to concoct a plan to be sexual with him or you actually got intimate with him, that's a different story. Also, if you become obsessed with the issue then maybe a doctor would need to help you.

Not a damn thing wrong with you. An innocent encounter. dont beat yourself up over this. Dreams are just that. A dream! Enjoy your boner and just continue to make him welcome in your home, he is, after all, a guest. Oh, and by the way, 38 is not old!