I like to perform CBT (Mostly CT) on myself, I enjoy challenging myself to the extremes of CBT. I also enjoy sharing my adventures with like minded people.
I'm going to use this space to talk about my activities, experiences and desires. I hope their other members who like what I am sharing.

I use to worry that what I do is not normal and if anyone where to know what THEY would think! I've been a SelfCBTer since puberty and always tried to know why? Don't get me wrong it has interfered with some relationships - at the same time it has heightened others. Now, after a life time I don't care. It's my body and I will enjoy it the I wish for has long as possible!
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I've come to know that through my exploration - SelfCBT and a recent discovery of Tantric Masturbation - I am a stronger better person and a more caring Lover.
I would Love to hear how other SelfCBter's feel and how we may support each other.
Thanks for listening.
One how well I can control my body in moments like this and Two how organismic it can be
- the rush afterwards is indescribable!!!
Look forward to the next time - I'll let you know.
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It was not as hard has I thought it would be. I'm learning to control my base reaction. I also like to play with fire and I'm getting stronger there as well.
Here is a before and after shot for you
I was working on an other branding session, it hit me not tattoo - BRANDING and SCARIFICATION. I am going to transform myself through many years of branding and scaring. I've purchased a wood burning kit with all kinds of different tips. Over the next little while I will practice how to make different shapes on wood and when I feel confident I will turn the iron on myself.
I will start with three inverted triangles along the top of my penis - right down the center - in line with my current branding. I also think that I'm going to start drawing on myself to see what I might like. At the moment, I'm thinking a Celtic knot down and around the right side over a feather that goes along the side, Butterflies on the other side. Has for the underside of my penis I'm not sure - any thoughts would be welcome - and for my balls I would like them to just be black and ugly some how - may need a tattoo after all!!!
I keep you updated has I go.
So my dilemma is that we are at that point!!! And, I need to prepare for what he will see - Now and in the future (I started this Blog, as well has my Profile, to share my transformation) to make sure he understands that this is just the beginning. I don't want him to be part of anything he is not comfortable with or to be a part of it just that he knows who I am and can he accept it has I have.
I have had so many potential love run away at this point that it can make me fell Like I the only one. Maybe I am but I don't think so, perhaps we'll find out here - together
I hope to put him off until next week - I would like things to heal more - I'll fill you in with what happens.
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