By Jakestheman [Ignore] 29,May,20 07:20 Pageviews: 47
 As I mentioned in my last post
/blogs/44259.html I wanted to 'pontificate' a bit about..... Jealousy.. Or The Green Monster.. Let me say this upfront, back in my much younger years, I was just as susceptible to jealousy as the next person. It took me YEARS to finally get over it.. YEARS... Of course, having hours and hours or literally all forms of group sex will kind of do that to you, over time.. You DO eventually get a bit 'jaded' if you will.. Well, that's not quite right... Jealousy stems from a certain place inside of us ALL.. Envy, a feeling of being left out.. Inadequacy if you will. All of that plays a part plus more... Having been involved in so much group sexual activity over such a long period of time, I've basically lost any notion of inadequacy. I KNOW better, first hand so to speak. I also have no feelings of being left out or envy.. Back in the day, I LOVED watching my dearly beloved Mona get a truly good fucking, my only thoughts where a) was she enjoying it/getting off properly and b) her safety.. Well that and OMG what it HOT! I KNEW at the end of the day, she would be right back in my arms, nestled up in my bed with me, no matter what. You might ask, HOW did I know that? Easy, she TOLD me so... LOL... She actually said those words to me. No matter what sweetheart, I will ALWAYS be yours.. And, I said something very similar to her as well mainly because, while some stud was fucking her lights out, typically I was doing the same to some ripe, little girl right next to them... The very same holds true with my MUCH beloved T-girl Jamie Lee HOWEVER with us it's the same but also different.. First off, I've known Jamie Lee longer. She's been with me for 10 years now. 4+ years before Mona moved in. It doesn't sound like much but trust me, there's a LOT of water under that bridge.. Second, I OWN Jamie Lee in the BDSM sense. We also have an actual contract between us and had a commitment ceremony about 8+ years ago... Our relationship, for want of a better way to say it, is spelled out in black and white.. No matter what Jamie Lee does, I KNOW she will always be mine.. Period, end of story.. I used to take considerable pride in watching her 'service' my various friends, over and over again under my direction and orders... I've been fortunate in the fact that we've been able to keep the Green Monster away from Mona and Jamie Lee... I go out of my way to treat BOTH of them fair and even at ALL times... In some ways, they've almost become like sisters, they watch out for each other, take car of the other and there has been a rather sweet bond that has grown between the two... There is NOTHING that can ruin a relationship faster than jealousy. NOTHING..... |
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The 2 of us started out that way but by the end of our 1st nite we talked thing over and discovered that we each found some part of the sex fun times was enjoyable for sure as the other one was doing it and we watched it happening.
But the most fun was when we went back to our room TOGETHER and fuck as we talked over all the fun things we did and watched other doing in some room.
We did get tht old green monster feeling from time to time but learned many times it was mostly not fear of loosing our partner but that it was just jealous of not being involved in that specific event and had to just watch it happen. It was being left out of that fun that was causing that old feeling. When we got that feeling we each just grabbed someone else and went to getting involved in pleasing that person!
It all worked out until wife got sick and we had to stop. Now I am here looking for some different types of fun!
As always, communication IS the key.. Always and forever..
When people are horny and having sex everything is good but see if someone can show love or care for each other when the sex is over is the hard part.
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