i often wonder this as i enjoy cock so much. i love stuffing dildos up my ass and long for the day when i can get a good fucking by a big alpha cock. i do eat edibles and smoke pot once in a while, and that makes me so fucking horny. The first thing i want to do is dress up like a sissy slut anxious for a big cock to slide up my ass. That's when i get into a submissive mode and just want to service any and all BIG cocks, and get told what a faggot i am. Tell me i am a queer cocksucker, and just how gay i am. So, i think about that, as i live alone and it would be fairly easy to find a male companion other than just a cock to suck. It's just that men in general, just don't do anything for me. The thought of kissing a man makes me uncomfortable. i have tried it years ago and i didn't like it, but i was too high to care at the moment. i guess that is just my hedonistic tendancies. Once i get rolling into a sexual adventure, i will go with the flow. (to a point of course). i think now i can describe, at least to myself, the difference. Bisexual people can be either physical or emotional with the same sex, depending on the person. A gay person, is attracted to the same sex both physically AND emotionally. They want the same thing opposites want. Love, sex, comapnionship, et al. So, for me? i do not want a relationship with a man. i do not want to be a Woman even though i like to dress up like a Ho when high. Being a Woman is just too hard and once i cum or get done fucking my ass, i take all that stuff off. i never just hang out in Female attire. i just want to suck big cocks, and hopefully get fucked in the ass real soon. So, i AM bisexual and NOT gay. If i were gay, i would be good with that because then i might not be alone. It is difficult to find a Woman that's ok with being in a relationship with a cocksucker, so, here i am. Just another cocksucking faggot. Sometimes sissy faggot, and ready for your BIG fat cock to slide deep up my ass! Feel free to comment, i will try and respond.