A recent Question of the Day about glory holes has had me thinking about them more than usual. I didn't know anything about them when I was really young and first became aware of sex. When I was fourteen, we moved to a town where circumstances changed....I had to walk after school to where my mom worked and get her car keys to wait in the car an hour for a ride home after she got off. It was a municipal parking lot and there was a building that incorporated men's and women's washroom. The first time I went in there to pee, it occurred to me that it would be a good place to jerk off. Until my family found permanent housing, I had to sleep in the living room on a folding cot, so I had no privacy at home. The men's room in the parking lot was almost always deserted, so I slipped into a stall and jerked myself off three times the first time. It got to be a habit....I'd visit that men's room every day while I waited for my mom and jerk off. I'd always used the last stall, just because it was the farthest from the door, in case anyone came in. One day I went in and found that stall occupied, so I stood at the urinal and played with my cock until that person left. I ended up going into the first stall for the first time. I noticed that there was a hole between the first and second stalls, just below waist level, and the writing on the wall quickly educated me to the idea of what a glory hole was for. I jerked off as usual, but for the first time, I shot my cum against the wall next to that hole. My hardon just wouldn't go down, and the idea preoccupied me till long after mom had driven me home. After dinner, I made an excuse to take a bath - There wasn't a shower, but taking a bath was a good excuse to lock myself in the bathroom and get naked for some rare privacy. I played with my cock and fantasized about that glory hole. I initially only thought about what it would be like to put my cock through the wall and have someone suck me off, which I hadn't experienced yet. It helped me have a really good cum, and then, while the bathtub drained, a second jerk-off that completely wrung me out. Every night, after I eventually went to bed, I'd fantasize about that glory hole while I fondled my hardon....and the next day, after school, I'd go to that men's room and jerk off while I fantasized about it. I eventually left a penciled message saying that I wanted somebody to suck me off. Days went by and every day I'd go in there and wait, but no one ever showed up and looked like they might be interested. Eventually, after school ended for the year, I didn't have any excuse to go there, although a few times I'd ride my bike into town and hope something would happen. One day, I rode into town on my bike and discovered a municipal crew demolishing the building as part of a planned upgrade, which unfortunately didn't include replacing the washrooms. I began looking for some other places in town that might have one of those holes in the wall (I still didn't know they were called glory holes) but I never found one. I still thought about the idea when I jerked off, and was surprised when I discovered that I was beginning to think that I might like to be on the other side of the wall when somebody else stuck their cock through. I began jerking off into my hand and sucking in my handful of cum imagining what it would be like to taste someone else's load. I never did find another glory hole although I still look for them, but that was the start of my fantasies about maybe trying to suck someone else's cock for the first time. I always thought that a gloryhole might be a benefit to me in giving a blowjob.....I've found that the few times I've sucked someone, most guys have a tendency to want to roughly face-fuck me, gagging me, and eliminating some of the pleasure I'd feel if I was in control......With a glory hole, guys would be limited in how far they could move, not being able to thrust too far forward, so sucking might be more comfortable and enjoyable. And, as far as getting someone to suck my cock at a glory hole, the idea that I'd never know who it was has always intrigued me. I hope someday I'll have a chance to try one - from both sides - and in the meantime, watching glory hole porn has become something I always enjoy.