I was 12 when I first sodomized my young friend after a masturbation secession went off the rails, he agreed to try something new and I will never forget how wonderful it was to ejaculate inside of him. The pleasure level was off the charts. After that we fucked for over 2 years and he was heaven. His name was Ralphie and I took my name for this site from him. I still love him and his beautiful little ass to this moment.

I think that you might be right. Not searching for the exact same feeling. But a similar, and sometimes better feeling.

Before my first actual fuck of a cunt, I jacked off all the time and once I started ejaculating, they all felt about the same. But the first time I slid my cock into a tight wet cunt, it was a whole new level of orgasm. And it kept getting better. Every entry into a woman was better than the last. Of course some women are much better at fucking than others, and with experience I was much better at fucking too.

And then someone sucked my cock. Wow. Again there was a new level of sexual orgasm. My whole body was shaking. When I combined getting my cock sucked and sticking it into a warm woman, it was nervana. Until it wasn't.

At some point as I started to age, my cock quit sending the electric shocks through my body when a pair of lips covered the head. It took more activity to cause an ejaculation. And the orgasm was more like my pre teen orgasm. Very good but not body shaking.

Currently I would do anything to have a full orgasm similar to my 30s.

I search for a really nice penis to play with, and let the rest happen

True, but it’s still worth every