By slipper [Ignore] 11,Apr,24 18:05 Pageviews: 150
 It is mid-ish April 2024 as I post this; and, it has now been just over 3-years since my last cum/ejaculation. As a large research study found in the summer 2022, for older men failure to ejaculate for a year is sufficient to irreversibly shrink/atrophy testicles, and so it was and is with mine.
Both testes functions are long gone for me. With insignificant sperm production, there is no androgen production to motivate sperm delivery. Hence, all sexual need and desire ceased well over a year ago. I must confess that I'm greatly relieved since I was nearly constantly horny all my life. Btw, see the most recent pix of my "dead" genitals here on my page. Note my little "boys" have continued to shrink since earlier pix. Too bad they won't eventually just dry-up and slough off!   |
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They had gotten to a volume of about 2.5ml and 4-5ml, left and right respectively, and had stayed there for the last couple years despite my best efforts to get them to atrophy further. However, today I decided to give more squeezing a go. All the overheating and abuse had lessened both of their sensitivities dramatically.
Yet, I noticed today that some sensitivity had returned, a little; but, that's okay because without it I could not have been sure I'd found my left nut! It had shrunken down to what I'd estimate as about 1.5ml in volume. And, I'm not sure I could have distinguished it from the attached tissues (which don't shrink like the nut does) without that internal feeling.
I'd say the "leftie" is now about the size of a bean from Van Camp pork & beans... seriously! Both of the guys are still mushy and easily flattened to the max, though. Since all I can manage with my thumb against a couple fingers is about 35#/sq.in. and it takes over 100 to burst them they remain safe from a trip to the ER from my manhandling
As for my "rightie" it is still about the same volume for some reason, but mushy and easily squished, as well. Yet, I'm so pleased with my left one now and can hardly stop myself from wanting to further abuse it, even though it shrank further from doing nothing... so who knows. Stay turned...
I can still, once again, reiterate how pleased I am that I have gone down this road. it is now 4-years since what I've labeled as my "final" orgasm, and I don't miss anything related to cumming in the least. However, as I might have noted elsewhere, I had expected I could still identify with/remember in some way what it felt like to cum by watching others do so; but alas, that has not been my experience at all. That memory, it seems, is gone as well. No loss.
It was these very limited earlier studies that groups like the Proud Boys based their mantra of "no sex" upon to boost their "manliness." Little did they know...
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