For as long as I remember, I've always been a quiet and reserved person. I don't really know what to say or how to put my thoughts into words.

Growing up in a household with busy working parents I rarely saw, and no siblings, there was never much heart-to-heart talks (other than the occasional 'how's school coming along'/'how did you do in the test'). There was a period of time I'd throw myself into my studies just to get some form of affirmation, but as the expectations piled up, I found it harder & harder to open up to my parents, peers, and people (in general), preferring to keep to myself.

Perhaps that is what has shaped me to be introverted in nature, and so bad at expressing myself...

I joined the site when I was entering my 20s. Having little to no experience at first (heck- I didn't even dare to try fingering myself until I was 9 months into the site lols), while I've learnt a lot about my body and gained more confidence, I still struggle when it comes to talking.

Dirty talk, in particular.

Don't get me wrong. I've always found it hot. Seeing the comments and dms each of you have taken to time to send, I'm flustered and very much flattered (super appreciative as well), but I always find myself struggling to reply. I try my best to respond to each one of them, but I don't really know what to say/if I'm saying the right thing to begin with...

On that note, I have so much more to learn and it'll probably take a long time to overcome this hurdle... In the meantime, I'll drop more squirting videos from the fun I had last week (with a bigger toy; I finally did it!) over the weekend ☺️

Thanks for reading my rambling haha...