Went to a cruising spot crossdressed last night, no makeup or anything tho. Been there once before in normal clothes and sucked a couple cocks but not for very long. One couldn't get hard. Last night i didn't really feel connected to crossdressing, i didn't really consider myself a crossdresser. I think maybe cuz I'm not on prep so I know I'm not gonna do any anal. Anyway, never thought I'd really do that but now i kinda want to just give myself in to getting banged by a bunch of guys. I'm still not really attracted to men generally but i do love cock and i do love fucking dildos. Anyway, guess I'm evolving and it's going further than i thought.