I've never told this to anyone but I guess here and now is the best time and place.
I actually tried to suppress it but I know what happened and to be honest, I still get an erection whenever I think about it.
As my previous blog stated, my mother caught me masturbating when I was about 10 or so years old. A little embarrassing for sure, but it was my own fault. At that age, I didn't have enough common sense to use tissues to dispose of my cum, so just did it into my shorts, not thinking about my mom doing the laundry and finding the evidence. So, of course she knew what I was doing.
When she did finally catch me I guess she figured I was ready for the talk. As I said in my other blog, she compared my erections to how my penis got hard when I had to pee real bad. Made sense to me.
But...and here's where it gets interesting. She took it one step further. To take away the embarrassing stigma she decided to help me along by hand. This was the day after she'd caught me so I was still dressed. She led me back to my room, and helped me get undressed. I was in my underwear in front of her so she took my shorts off and told me to take my hands away from hiding my penis. To my not surprisingly surprise, I was having an erection and was totally embarrassed. She told me not to be, sat me down on the bed and sat next to me. I hadn't noticed that she had tissues in her other hand when she started to stroke me. There was nothing for me to do except to sit back and enjoy it, and I did. I came almost immediately and she caught every drop in the tissues. She told me to do that whenever I felt like it, even if she was around. That there was nothing to be embarrassed about. She then took it 1 step further. Told me that there'd be times when other things would happen. Like if a girl wanted to do things without her hands. I had no idea what she meant so she showed me by kissing my penis. It was soft by that time, and she only touched her lips to the tip, but I got the idea.
And THAT was my "sex talk"! |
My first hetero encounter was with a sister in law that's ten years older than me. She had me come and fuck her, then she had me eat her pussy. First time I had intercourse, and first time I ate my own cum. A little fucked up, but it was very hot.
Did you see my other post here about how I lost my virginity and with whom?
I know that spends weird, all things considered, but I just can't help it. My 10 year old self was so excited and I just keep remembering that feeling, ya know?
Did you see my other blog post about how I lost my virginity?
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