I really love taking pictures & videos of myself while I’m masturbating too kinky taboo porn, fat lipped meaty pussy, dog, horse or tentacle dildo’s, pierced clits & labia, Anime the usual I suppose. I really enjoy editing what I’ve captured of myself, taking trims or making slomo videos, cropping hi res pics to make my cock look what I think people will find erotic. As I’m working I notice that I feel aroused, I think to myself, you’re getting hard too the sight of your own hard cock, I know exactly how the video I’m viewing feels as I watch. I can almost feel each stroke. I watch myself work the head of my fine cock & stroke the length of my lubbed, slippery throbbing cock. Precum leaks from my dick on screen as I start playing with myself, as I watch myself on screen. Mind racing I struggle, why am I so aroused by my own hard cock, WTF. Overwhelmed with taboo lust I keep sensually masturbating. I’m a straight guy so why do I desperately want to suck my own throbbing cock. Now jerking myself to the rhythm of the video trying not to cum. More precum leaks from my cock, I want to tease that fat full head of mine with my tongue , firmly sucking it into my mouth. My balls drop, I’ve reached the peak of my orgasm & I erupt hot salty seed everywhere as I lust for my own handsome penis. Spent I sit ropey cum all over myself I scoop it up and eat all my load I can find and keep playing with my semi hard, cum leaking dick. It’s so sensitive but slowly getting harder again as I look at 100’s of images of my hard cock and me masturbating. Would you, I ask myself, I pause, turning to watch the screen again… Yes I’d fk & suck myself. I’d suck my hard cock the way I’d want to be blown & cum in myself too. You can’t be gay for yourself can you? I still love pussy but now I crave hard cock like mine and meaty wet pussy. I’ll share more of my taboo kinky fantasies in future blogs