One of my stronger fetishes is wanting to be defaced, used like an object, humiliated. I've always wanted to join an orgy or circle jerk where I was the center of attention. I want to be bent down on my knees completely butt naked, with cocks surrounding my face. I wanna look up and see the guys whose cocks I'm going to be forced to suck smiling and laughing at me. I wanna take turns sucking cock after cock until everyone has their turn defacing my face, covered in everyone's cum. After that I need to be thrown on the bed while still covered in their cum, give me no chance to breath before shoving 2 fat cocks in my mouth and big phat bubble ass. Even while getting destroyed from both ends I'm still working my hands on 2 cocks to my left and right. Until they leave me a mess in a pile of their cum, sweat, and spit. I want it so bad that I feel nothing but regret. I wanna wake up with my post nut clarity feeling life regret and shame.