I do feel lucky...I had never had a long-term female jerk buddy before, and I haven't had another one since. We were really uninhabited with each other too. I remember talking to her one night about what it was like when I first started jerking off. I told her about something I hadn't said to anybody.....I recounted the time I decided to try sucking my own cock. I tried several different ways....With my back flat and my feet climbing up the wall and thrown over my head hoping I could reach. It didn't work out well - I could get my cock head about two inches away from my mouth and desperately wanted to make it happen, but couldn't. I told her about trying sitting crosswise in the tub, hoping that would get me closer, but it didn't. In the end, I finally found the way to do it. She and I were lying next to each other jerking ourselves and I told her about one night when I went to take a bath. Our bathroom was one of the old style ones with a porcelain sink that was suspended on the wall. I crawled underneath with my back and head on the floor, and used my legs to push against the underside of the sink. I discovered I was getting closer and closer, and then, with a lot of effort, I managed to get my glans into my mouth. It was so good in one way....I'd never had my cock sucked and it was a wonderful sensation to feel a tongue on the head of my cock, but it was an incredible strain on my neck and my back, and I could only do it for a short time. My jerk buddy was obviously turned on by it - She jerked her pussy furiously, made an incredible amount of juicy noise, and then squirted a little when she orgasmed. I had an intense cum right after her, partly because I was so turned on by watching her squirt. We stopped for a few minutes to rest, did some more treats, and when we started jerking again, I told her more. I'd done the self-suck every time I had a bath, and I actually got a little better at it. I got so I could get about half my shaft into my mouth. It was such a heavy strain that I hadn't been able to make myself cum that way, but she liked it when I told her about peeing in my mouth. I managed to cum in my mouth twice a few weeks later, but I was finding that when I did it, my neck and back were really sore, sometimes for days. I told her that I'd gotten in the habit of holding my cock over my face, really close, and jerking off, feeling occasional drips of precum landing on my face, and then, when I was ready to shoot, holding my cock over my open mouth and creaming onto my tongue. She really liked that - She wiped her fingers, all sticky with pussy grool all over my lower face and then made herself cum again. We didn't play too much longer after that because it was getting late, but the next time we got together to jerk off, she talked me into lying back, throwing my legs over my face, and seeing how close I could get. She pushed my lower body hard, and she actually got to watch me lick the head of my cock a couple of times. She held me like that and talked me into letting her watch me cum into my open mouth a few times. She seemed to really get off on watching me eat my own cum. I even had her hold me like that once and she watched me piss in my mouth and drink it. We did lots of strange stuff together that I'd never done with anybody else.