 I have been in love with my cock since I can remember! I remember playing with my little pre-pubescent penis as early as two years old, if you can believe it! It is one of my earliest memories. It has fascinated me my entire life. Even as a child, I knew there was something special about it! It just didn't know how special it was until much later.
My relationship with it changed drastically at age eleven. It was the summer of 1972, before 6th grade, if I remember correctly. I was sitting on the toilet, pants around my ankles. I was playing with my erection, gripping it with the first two fingers and thumbs of both hands and moving the skin on my shaft slowly up and down. I had hit puberty earlier in my fifth grade year and my cock was no longer a little baby dick. It was now longer, thicker, and had a patch of blond hair growing at the base.
I began to notice how good it felt doing that after several minutes. Intrigued, I continued to stroke my cock like that right up to where the pleasure had become almost more than I could stand. I stopped stroking at that point, not going any further. I wondered about that sensation in amazement, never having felt anything like it before.
I then I completed the necessary paperwork required for my original purpose for being there, and I went on about my day afterward.
This was the only event I can recall from that entire day. The rest is lost to history.
The following day, I repeated this, stroking my rigid dick right up to the point I had reached the day before. I did this again and again for another few days afterward, stimulating my cock right to the point of a most pleasing and nearly unbearable pleasure. And then I would stop.
I remember wondering one night as I lay in bed, what would happen if I stroked my cock beyond that certain point where the pleasure had become as intense as it did. Curious, I vowed to try going beyond that point the next time I was on the pot again, and then drifted off to sleep.
The following day, there I was, sitting on the throne again, the summer sunshine lighting up the bathroom, my pants around my ankles, and I was again stroking my hard throbbing cock with both hands, the first two fingers and thumbs moving the skin of my shaft up and down along its length. I remember pleasure building more and more as I stroked my cock's skin up and down, up and down, and up and down, still determined to see what more I could feel as I continued stroking it.
Sure enough, the pleasure kept building and building until I reached the point I had stopped on previous days. The pleasure was just as intense as it had been in the days before. Determined to see what would happen, I continued stroking as the pleasure kept building and building. My cock was rock hard, its head fully engorged as the pleasure I felt caused me to increase the speed of my strokes.
I was getting nearer and nearer something wonderful, but what that was, was still a mystery.
Suddenly, just as that increasingly intense pleasure reached an indescribable level of which I had never before experienced, I felt a sudden powerfully rhythmic and extremely pleasant rapid pulsating sensation begin deep inside my groin, right at the root of my cock. My penis began simultaneously to throb rhythmically in my fingertips, and, much to my shock and amazement, several geysers of a white, viscous fluid began to spurt upward out of the tip of my throbbing pumping cock! The first couple of shots actually reached eye level straight up into the air!
I had just experienced my first orgasm and ejaculation!
I did not realize it at the time, but I had been edging myself for days before finally taking that plunge!
Being a young, naive, dumb kid, I was totally clueless and it scared me a little when it was done. I even felt a guilty about it, having been sent to Baptist churches since I was four or five, but that mindless sense of guilt did not keep me from repeating that performance in the days, weeks, months, years, and decades ahead.
Even after all this time, I still appreciate my quality alone time with my little buddy. It's an affair that has lasted for more than fifty years. I got rid of that mindless guilt in my late teens, and I have fully embraced the pleasure my cock gives me! I still love to masturbate right to the edge of orgasm, and then gently stroke and tug on my rock hard penis, staying right there on the edge of orgasm, always a hair-trigger's touch away, sometimes maintaining that very intense pleasurable feeling for two or three hours!
And when I finally cum after edging myself for those long periods of time, the wad I shoot can be a big one, spurting geysers of hot semen high into the air, which come down and splash all around my pulsating hard penis and tightly clenched balls in a sloppy, slippery, and pleasing erotically aromatic mess!
So, now you have read my story and you now know why I love my cock as much as I do!
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I have always played with my penis. For as long as I can remember, I enjoyed rubbing it. Unfortunately, I don't have a date for starting. I have no memories of not playing with it.
Initially, I just rubbed the head. It always responded by getting hard and felt really good. Probably dry orgasms. My penis was always pretty big. I shared a bed room with my older brother and slept in bunk beds. Playing with my penis caused the whole bed to shake and my brother would help me. His penis was pretty small and he liked playing with my bigger one. I like him playing with it and liked his little one.
One year, he was probably in 5th grade, I would have in 2nd grade, he showed me how to Jack off by sliding up and down with the shaft, and some fluid came out to even a better feeling. Now, I could not leave it alone. I masturbated in bed, in the closet, in the basement, in the bathroom, every place that I could.
I love my cock. It has always been ready to give me joy and pleasure. Especially when I'm discovered fucking and sucking. But by itself it it is wonderful.
I had the top rack in bootcamp. Still managed to masturbate. I ate the evidence after I came! Also the same at deer camp. I shot my load into my hand and then licked it clean.
My earliest memory involving my cock goes back to when I was two. There are two photographs of me that are related to that devotion. One shows me with a rather bewildered look on my face. I'm wearing a t-shirt and little light blue overalls (the photo is in black and white but I remember the color of overalls). There is a large metal toy logging truck trailer tangled in one of the straps. I remember having the tongue of the trailer shoved down the front of my pants because I loved the feel of the cold metal touching my penis. That toy had belonged to one of my uncles.
The other photo from about that time shows me lying on my side on my grandparents' sofa. I'm wearing a just a long-sleeved shirt and white terrycloth underpants. I'm trying to hide my face with a pillow and I'm wielding a stainless steel rat-tailed comb in my hand, waving it at the camera. I look like I'm crying. I remember shoving that very comb down the front of my underpants and feeling its cold metal touch on my penis, too. I don't remember having my picture taken, but I remember the comb touching my cock.
Funny how two of my earliest memories involve my penis!
When I was about in the 5th grade, we rode our bicycles out fishing, where we would wade in getting wet. Then we went out into the field, stripped naked so our clothes would dry, layed in the sun and enjoyed our penises. It was great. Didn't catch any fish, but enjoyed it greatly. Penis was sore for a few days.
My penis is my best friend.
After about the 6th grade, he got interested in sports, that got him girls and I suppose they took over fondling his tiny penis.
Never did that with my brother, though. I used to jack off in our room at night when I thought he was asleep, but I think he sometimes watched me. He caught doing it me a couple of times during the day, but we never experimented.
I was a lot shyer about it then, so I would try to hide it.
I was still shy about anyone else even seeing my penis.
But for many years I was very self conscious about being naked. In school, I did get harassed about having a big penis in gym class where we had to shower in a communal shower. Kids are terrible about differencees. It took a long time to get over this.
I hated living where I came of age. I was forced to exist with a lot of little assholes.
I was a bit chubby, and smarter than most people around me, and all kids gravitated to the athletic types. So it was just me and my penis to entertain our selves.
I did a lot of solo entertainment back then. There were a couple of kids I knew who later turned out to be gay, but they kept it to themselves when I knew them. There was one flamboyant boy in high school, totally feminine, limp wrist and all, but he got harassed mercilessly by other kids. I was a bit uptight back then and was strictly interested only in girls anyway, but sadly (or fortunately, now that I'm much older and a little wiser), none of them were in the least bit interested in me. A friend flashed me his cock one night when I was staying over at his house, but I was so naive and girl-focused, I didn't react. Boys touching other boys' pee-pees was strictly taboo.
This reluctance to ask extended to women. I knew a guy who always ask if women wanted to fuck. Most just said no, but no one ever hit him, and a suprising, to me, number said yes. He got to fuck a woman almost every night. I was still afraid to ask. I got to get my cock into a woman every few months.
Unlike you, when I got to the point of ejaculation, I squeezed my cock to suppress the explosion, not knowing how it was supposed to work.
Eventually I let it fly, and never looked back. Masturbation is such an interesting thing (not as good as head or fucking). Love it
When I had that first orgasm and ejaculation, I had no idea my penis could do that. It is still one of my most memorable moments involving it.
Eventually I exploded, and I was off to the races.
I’d grab a stick of margarine and hang out in my bedroom closet, jacking off into a small jar.
Loved the smell of my cum.
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