At every stage of life, it seemed there was always something new to experience as far as sex went. In the beginning, the thrills related to learning to whack off, and then the fresh excitement of starting to cum. There were other events afterward, that started to involve other people. This was one of those times, when I first realized the horrible embarrassment of being naked with other people and the recognition that it eventually turned into a sick thrill. I thought you might enjoy hearing about it.....A recap of how sex started and what it finally led up to. I have some wonderful memories now of what it was like, and I hope it ends up giving you a reason to jerk off and cream.

Thinking back, it's tough to know exactly when my attitude started changing. When I was really young, I was extremely inhibited about being naked around other people. Didn't matter who it was, I didn't want people to see my winkie. It was unavoidable at home, where my mother used to bath my sister and I at the same time because we lived in a house with no well, where water came out of a cistern, so baths were communal. That went on till we were about 7 and 8, when my mom suddenly decided we should bath separately one after the other, in the same tub of water. Looking back on it now, I'm sure it was because I started having really extreme erections every time we were naked together. I didn't, at the time, understand it, so I wasn't particularly self-conscious about having a hard-on in front of my mom.....That happened a bit later.

It wasn't long after that when a friend at school showed me what jacking off was, one afternoon after school was dismissed and we were waiting for the bus home. I was afraid to pull my cock out and jack off with him there, although he really wanted me to. But after I got home that day, I immediately locked myself in the bathroom, and sat on the toilet looking at a movie magazine with bikini pictures of Sandra Dee and Annette Funicello. I got hard really fast, and tried jacking myself off the way I'd seen my buddy do it. It only took about two or three minutes, and I suddenly realized something really important was happening.....I started to get so dizzy that I almost fell off the toilet, and had an incredibly strong dry orgasm. At that point, I began to understand why my friend liked it so much and resolved that I was going to do that again every day. I also knew instinctively that my mom would disapprove, so I made certain I concealed it from her, and I also desperately wanted to avoid having her see my cock when it was hard.

I had a very private masturbation life that I didn't share with anybody, and it got a lot better when, a few months later, I started to get sticky around my peehole when I did it. It wasn't long after that...maybe a couple of months...when I started to get stuff oozing out whenever I did it and had my orgasm contractions. I resolved never to let anybody know about it, but two years later when we were on out family summer holidays, two older girls blackmailed me into having to do in front of them. I was horrified at having to pull my bathing suit off and jack off while they watched. It wasn't until later that I realized that, yes it was awful having to do it, but I thought about those girls seeing me jack off and it was so exciting it always made me cum. I still didn't want anybody else to see my cock and went to great lengths to keep that part of my life private. I did find that when I jacked off and fantasized about my mother or my sister catching me, I was horrified, but it inevitably led to me shooting my cum.

As I got older, I had to deal with the idea that if I was with a girl and wanted to feel her up or put my hands inside her clothes, she was possibly going to want to do the same with me. I had some experiences with a neighbour girl who let me feel her breasts and then play stink-finger, and she opened my pants and gave me my first handjob. It was in a dark barn and I knew she couldn't see my cock very well, but the idea was so exciting that I only lasted a few minutes before I shot my cum all over her hand. It was quite a long time...at least two or three years, before I was in a situation again with a girl who wanted us to be naked together. It was invariably tough while it was happening, but I always found myself jacking off in bed multiple times when I thought about it. I wasn't sure why I was so inhibited about being seen....I wasn't sure if I was the same size as other boys - Was mine smaller than normal...Was it bigger than normal....What did other people think when they saw it? I just avoided the issue as much as I could.

I was always fantasizing about my mom walking in while I was doing it, or maybe my sister coming into my room when I was shooting my cum. And by this time, I was not only producing more cum, but when I shot, it was so forceful that if I wasn't careful, I'd shoot it all over my face. I was desperately embarrassed at the idea that they'd know what I was doing and seeing my cock when it was so hard. When I was fifteen, I had a serious girlfriend. I was in my glory, getting to kiss this pretty girl, and it was like Christmas when I found out she wanted me to feel her breasts. We did that lots and I probably never would have gone any further, but one night, she put her hand in my lap and rubbed the huge bulge of cock that I'd been hiding. It wasn't long before she let me know she wanted me to slide my hand in her jeans and use my finger. I was fairly naive and not sophisticated enough to know how to move ahead from there, but she was. One night, after we'd necked and I'd felt her breasts, she unbuckled my pants, pulled down my zipper, and wrestled my hard cock out of my underwear. She caressed my cock, fairly nicely, and talked me into opening her jeans too. We began a new phase of our relationship at that point, where we both played with each other and made each other cum as a part of our kissy-face fun. I wasn't really comfortable with the idea of her seeing my cock, but one night when we had enough privacy, she talked me into us both pulling our pants down below our genitals. She played with my cock and told me it was a nice one. I don't know how many boys she'd seen at that point, but she said mine was the biggest one she'd ever held.

Over time, I got more used to us being naked, or at least pants pulled down, when we necked, and I accepted that she'd seen it and thought it was nice. On one memorable occasion, she leaned down and kissed it and told me she loved me. I was shocked.....I'd heard about girls who sucked boys, but had never thought about it happening to me. That night, she spent a lot of time playing with my balls, which I was still a bit ashamed about, and then she jacked me off for a long time until I shot cum all over both of us. We laughed about it, and I fingered her for a while. Then, she moved my finger up to her clitoris and murmured that I should just do it right there for a while. It was only a few minutes before she suddenly went almost crazy in my arms and had a bigger orgasm than I'd ever seen from a girl. We started spending almost all the time we were alone with our hands in each others pants and got fairly practiced at bringing each other off. I was starting to get used to her seeing my cock and seeing how much she liked it, so I was more comfortable with it. I kept hoping she'd kiss it again, but she didn't do it and I was afraid to ask.

Life changed a bit that summer......DeeDee and I got more and more into our relationship - I was sure I was in love - and about the same time, my buddy Donny had started a serious girlfriend-boyfriend thing with a girl named Linda. We all got along well, and spent a lot of time together. Donny and I had both acquired cars about the same time, and we tended to take turns driving around, with one couple in the front seat, and the other couple in the back. It didn't take long before we tried going parking in isolated spots together. Both couples would neck and cuddle, and almost without talking about it, we started doing other things too. Donny and Linda were kind of at the same stage as DeeDee and I, playing handzies, and getting each other off. We tended to not talk or look at each other once the fun started, which was about as much privacy as a person could get.

I remember the first time when DeeDee and I were in the back seat, while we were parked with our friends, and DeeDee pulled my pants down. I felt incredibly nervous and vulnerable, but I could hear them in the front, and it was obvious that they were doing the same thing. Donny and I were getting spectacular handjobs from our girlfriends, and there was enough noise....hands fapping and cum smacking....that everybody knew what was going on. I had a memorable climax that night, partly because I knew that Donny and Linda could hear what DeeDee and I were doing, and I was intensely aware that it was only a turn of a head that kept them from seeing what I was going through. We all took a lot longer that night getting back to normal, and as we headed back to town to have some food at the drive-in restaurant, I realized just how much more intense the whole experience had been.

The whole thing....going parking as couple together...got to be a regular thing. The next time we went parking, DeeDee and I were in the front. After we'd necked and cuddled a while, I peeled DeeDee's jeans down to her knees, and I could hear Donny doing the same thing with Linda. Both he and I were concentrating on making the girls happy, and the noises as two juicy pussies got fingered was really arousing. As I played with DeeDee's pussy, I could hear the wet sounds of my friend diddling Linda. It was, if anything, even more sexy than the first night, and we all seemed to be really up from the whole experience. It happened night after night, and I never got used to the idea that my friends might see what we were doing, but we all became accustomed to the sounds of sex as we got each other off.

Inevitably, there were some unexpected things that occurred. One night, I got off work at midnight and ran into Donny....He'd been at a party at a mutual friend's, and it happened to be a point when DeeDee and I were having a few issues. Donny was drunk, and he told me that he'd fucked DeeDee. I felt secretly hurt by it - I'd only fucked her three times at that point - but felt a bit better when he laughingly told me that he'd had too much to drink and hadn't been able to finish. And, it was two-way street, in all honesty. I'd gone swimming one night with Linda when Donny was working and DeeDee was away with family for the weekend. We'd played kissy-face a bit, and had ended up on my parents couch while they were out. I had managed to slide my hand into her shorts and given her a good clitty orgasm. It didn't go any farther, although I can remember that afterwards, my hand smelled just heavenly. I drove Linda home that night and went back to my place where I sniffed that hand while I jerked off before I washed it.

Both Donny and I were horny guys and we both knew we were drawn to each other's girls. DeeDee was a lush-bodied redhead with large breasts and a voluptuous body that looked spectacular in tight jeans, and Linda was almost a opposite...Tall and willow-thin with long brunette hair framing delicately pretty features - What I used to think of as a pretty girl-next-door type. We didn't go near each other's girls after those first incidents, but the four of us continued our routines of parking together, with the girls jerking the boys off and Donny and I giving both girls wet panties to go home with. DeeDee and I talked about it one night and she told me something that blew my mind. After the four of us had gone parking one night and the girls had jerked Donny and I off, we'd gone back to the restaurant for some food. While Donny and I were in the bathroom, taking the inevitable piss we wanted after cumming, the girls had talked and giggled together and then they exchanged the napkins they'd used to wipe up the cum after Donny and I shot our loads. DeeDee told me she'd gone home that night with napkins soaked in Donny's cum, and Linda had taken napkins full of my cum home with her, and both girls had fingered themselves to orgasm with a strange cum-filled napkin held to their nose and mouth. I was thunderstruck, and discovered that while I wasn't jealous to think about DeeDee with Donny's cum-soaked napkins, I was incredibly horny when I thought about Linda with mine.

After that, there were all kinds of erotic thoughts running through my head. I began to fantasize about some strange things that I'd never thought about before. When the four of us went parking and the girls jerked us off, I'd find my mind flashing past the thought of Linda, with a napkin soaked in my cum held to her nose and mouth, finger-banging her pussy. And, When Donny and I were satisfying the girls, my memory would go back to the night I fingered Linda to climax and how wonderful the scent of her cunt on my finger had been when I jerked myself off and sucked those fingers in my mouth. I guess I was starting to think that it was one of those situations where something was bound to happen.

One night, while Linda's parents were out for the evening, we went to Linda's to watch TV. Donny and Linda were curled up on the sofa, while DeeDee and I were on the floor, not directly in front of them, but close. The room was dark, except the TV, and the inevitable happened....We started to get frisky. On this particular night, DeeDee had been rubbing the bulge in the front of my jeans, and as time passed, she unbuttoned my pants, pulled down my zipper, managed to hook my underwear under my balls and pulled my cock out. She started stroking me, and pretty soon she was jerking me off. I was torn between excitement at being jerked and some paranoia at the thought that Donny and Linda were almost certainly able to see what was going on. I could hear enough to know that the same thing was going on behind us, and soon I could hear the fap-fap-fap sounds of Linda stroking Donny's cummy cock. After a while, I began to wonder how we'd deal with it when we were ready to cum. The point became academic when we suddenly heard Lind's older brother's car pull into the driveway. We all hurriedly put clothes back together and were casually watching TV when he came in. We ended up leaving, and going to the drive-in restaurant for some food. I had been desperately horny and really hoped we were going parking, but Linda said it was getting too late and she should be home before her parents got back. We reluctantly said goodnight, and dropped the girls off.

Donny and I talked afterwards and both of us wished the situation at Linda's had been played out. Donny said he'd been close to cumming (as I had been) and that Linda'd been really acting like she was wanting something more. He said that they'd been able to see a lot of what DeeDee was doing to my cock in the subdued light and that Linda was really horny from watching us. We didn't get into specifics but I think we both had it in mind that we were going to try and make something like that happen again. In the days afterwards, Linda and DeeDee both made comments that had Donny and I looking for a way to set that scene. In the meantime, we continued doing the parking thing. I found out that Linda had confided in Donny about the girls trading cum napkins and he was equally turned on at the idea of DeeDee taking his home and sucking on it while she jilled off. He suggested to her that maybe the girls should swap panties some night so the boys could have a treat. When He told me about it, I was really excited....In fact, I had a hard time not looking too excited, lol. About a week later, it happened. When DeeDee got out of the car, she stuffed something in my pocket and said it was a present for when I got home. It turned out to be a pair of Linda's panties....She'd obviously spent some time getting them ready because they were absolutely creamy and crusty and when I held them to my nose, I could smell that delectable scent that I remembered from finger-banging Linda that night a long while back. I sucked the gusset of those panties that night and jerked off four times before I was too sore to do it again.

A couple of months later, Linda's parents were going out of town to visit relatives. She told me that her older brother who normally lived at home, was going to a drinking party and wouldn't be home for days. The coast was clear....Linda said we could go to her house and nobody would disturb us. DeeDee and I were excited....We didn't often have chances to go somewhere other than a car to do things. Donny and I talked while we were alone and agreed that the situation deserved some celebration materials. We talked to the girls and the consensus was that tequila and orange juice would be something we'd all enjoy. The night that it was going to happen, Donny and I managed to get the booze and mix, and after the four of us had gone out for dinner, we went back to Linda's place. We ended up in the living room again, on two couches facing each other. Donny and I mixed drinks for the girls and went back to snuggle and talk. DeeDee and I were both really horny. She asked me almost right away to fondle her breasts, and when I did, I realized she had no bra on and I was feeling really stiff nipples. She moved in closer, and as I kissed her, I could feel her hand stroking my cock through my jeans. I felt vaguely uneasy because I knew Donny and Linda could see, but I glanced over and saw her unbuckling his belt and unbuttoning his pants.

It all seemed to be okay, and we were all sipping our drinks fairly quick. We talked casually and it became apparent that the girls were trying to get the pants off us boys. it wasn't long before DeeDee had hooked my underwear under my balls and my cock was standing hard and proud out in the open. I glanced across at our friends and found Linda starting to coax Donny's jeans down, and DeeDee took that as her cue to do the same to me. Both girls set their drinks aside and pulled my jeans and Donny's right off. I was almost in a state of shock. I hadn't ever had my pants right off in front of DeeDee except the few times we'd actually fucked, and I'd never been this exposed in front of Donny and Linda. My cock was so hard it was throbbing, and there was a small glistening drop of precum on my glans. DeeDee put her hand around my cock and I looked at her...She smiled, and took the finger of her other hand and wiped up that drip of precum, just before she put the finger in her mouth. I'd never seen that before. She started stroking my cock slowly, and I saw her look across at Donny and Linda.

Donny's cock was stubbier than mine, not as long, but girthier, and Linda was caressing his balls. I could tell DeeDee was really interested in what they were doing, and she held my hard cock, longer and a bit slimmer, out for Linda to see. I saw Linda smile, and she began to wrap her hand around Donny's cock and stroke up and down. Donny and I looked at each other and smiled, and relaxed as we watched our girlfriends stroking us. There wasn't a lot of talk at this point. Both girls took a drink of their tequila and went on jerking our cocks. Both Donny and I were pulsating, our cocks throbbing, and I could see a thin line of precum sliding down the shaft of his cock. I watched Linda stop, take a finger-full of precum and put it in her mouth. DeeDee did the same, almost as if they were copying each other. Both girls cradled our balls and then went back to stoking our cocks. I was absolutely loving this. I knew I'd always hoped that Linda would see my cock, and now she was getting a front row seat, and getting to see it at it's best.

My glans, which was quite prominent and bigger than my shaft was an absolute mushroom, and I could see her looking at it curiously. Donny's was almost the opposite....the shaft thick in the middle, and gradually tapering to a smaller end with almost a bullet head. I could tell DeeDee was just as fascinated with his cock, and I realized that both dicks had an appeal that was quite different, and most people will be curious and attracted to something that's different from what they're used to. I found myself wishing it could go on forever, but I could feel a real stirring in my balls. I realized I was getting closer to cumming, and when I looked over at Donny, I could see his balls had tightened up against his body and he was in the same situation. I looked at Linda and realized she was watching me. I really wanted to have her watch me cum....The thought of her watching me squirt was going to tip me right over the edge. DeeDee was stroking me, with her thumb moving against my frenulum, and when I looked at her I could see her smiling at Donny and licking her lips. I was probably just as turned on by her watching him cream as I was about shooting my cum while Linda watched.

By a happy coincidence, both Donny and I started to cum at the same time. I normally tried to be quiet when I was cumming, but involuntarily, I took a sudden gasp of air and then sighed as I started to cum. I didn't even think about the cum mess.....I shot three strong ropes of cum that hit me in the face - one of them right in my open mouth, and another five shots of cum that decorated my shirt. I looked across at our friends, and saw Donny had creamed a huge load mostly on Linda's hand and his shirt. She smiled broadly at me, and then held her hand to her face and licked up a big blob of his cum. DeeDee continued to milk my cock, but leaned over to kiss me, putting her tongue in my mouth and sharing my cum with me. I hadn't expected that. She smiled and licked both sides of my face, which was the first time I think she'd tasted my cum. I knew it was the first time I'd snow-balled with anybody.
All of us took a second to collect ourselves and then picked up our drinks to finish them. Lots of smiles, from all of us, but not much to say at that point.

Eventually, someone said something about another drink, and almost right away, the girls stood up and said they'd get it. They disappeared to the kitchen to mix drinks, and Donny and I just looked at each other, and smiled and laughed. We weren't in any rush to get dressed and surprisingly, I felt fairly comfortable sitting there with no pants. My cock had softened, but it didn't feel like a problem, and when I glanced at Donny, his had gone through a similar metamorphosis, looking smaller and perhaps even stubbier and shorter. We chatted about nothing basically wasting time, waiting for the girls to get back. They called from the kitchen, ordering bothof us to close our eyes tight before we got a surprise. We looked at each other, smiled and shrugged, and both of us closed our eyes. We heard footsteps as the girls came in, and then as we felt someone sitting down, we opened our eyes. Linda was sitting beside me, and I looked across to see DeeDee smiling at me as she sat next to Donny. Both girls picked up our glasses, handed them to us, and told us to take a big drink. We did, and then they said "More". We took another big slug, and then they said "More". Donny and I laughed, but we downed a good part of the drink of tequila. Then, they told us to close our eyes again, and as soon as we did, we could feel something warm and wet in our faces.

We opened our eyes to find each girl holding a wet pair of panties under our noses and against our mouths. I could tell from the distinctive fragrance that what I was smelling was Linda. My cock immediately became very hard, and as I glanced across at Donny, I could see his flaccid cock had turned into a monster again. The girls asked us if we might be up to a second round, and both of us smiled broadly and said yes. The girls handed us our tequilas again and said one more time. We drank deeply, and as soon as we did, the girls took our glasses, set them down, and grabbed each of us by the hand. I felt linda lean against me as her hand pulled mine to her breast. She had taken her bra off, like DeeDee, and as I felt Linda, I was astounded by the erotica sensation of a thin, small breast under her shirt, with a prominent nipple. I caressed her and marveled at how incredibly sexy that small soft breast felt, with that big, hard nipple. My cock was throbbing. Linda held her soaking wet panties if front of my nose again and I inhaled deeply, loving the feminine fragrance, and wanting so much to taste her cunt.

She set the panties aside, and suddenly, I could feel a strange hand on my cock. It was hard to explain how it was different, but there was a really erotica feeling in this hand, that fondled my shaft and cupped my glans. I expected that what I could look forward to was a different handjob, which would have been a great surprise. What I didn't see cumming was her suddenly leaning over and feeling a warm mouth on my cock. I had done a lot of things with DeeDee, but no one had ever given me the experience of oral sex. It was mindblowing.....I felt Linda's tongue circle around my cockhead, and then the indescribable sensation of my glans being licked. I looked across at Donny and DeeDee and could see her with her mouth full of his cock. I had expected to feel some form of hot jealousy, but surprisingly, I didn't. I felt a strange excitement at seeing that mouth...the mouth of a girl I loved....sucking my friend's cock.

At the same time, I felt Linda's tongue exploring my frenulum, and then sliding up with the tip of her tongue teasing my pee slit. It was all so wonderful.....the swirling tongue teasing my glans and then the indescribable sensation of her lips sliding down my shaft and this perfect suction as she pulled back up to the head of my cock. The sensations went on....the lips milking my shaft and the suction as she pulled up, and the periodic flashes of sensation as she licked my frenulum. She reached beside her, and handed me her panties. I held them to my nose, and the wet gusset to my mouth as I sucked her tangy cunt juices in and tasted her while she sucked my cock. I heard Donny murmur o DeeDee that he wasn't going to last long, and I felt relief - I'd come to the same conclusion and I didn't want to be finished before everyone else.

I felt a deep stab of heat between my legs behind my scrotum, and a sense of an unstoppable freight train as the pressure began to build right from the base of my cock shaft. She swirled her tongue over my glans again, and her mouth went down, almost to the base of my cock. There was incredible suction and as I felt her fingers tickling and stroking my balls, she sucked up to the head of my cock and her tongue tickled my frenulum. That was it. I was over the top. I began to feel these deep stabs of sensation, pulsing between my legs, and my cock throbbed as she licked the glans. I hadn't even considered what to do when I came, and I couldn't have known to give her warning in case she didn't want it. But, I started to shoot big ropes of creamy cum, and she kept her mouth right over the head of my cock, swallowing as I let go. I glanced up at Donny, and it was obvious that he was going through something similar, and I watched the girl I loved as she swallowed his cream. This was one of the most spectacular things I'd ever felt in my life and it took me a few moments to catch my breath. I softly ran my fingers through Linda's soft hair as I felt her start to get up. She gave me one final squeeze of my cock and then her hand pulled mine down into her lap and pushed my fingers against her pussy. She straightened up and smiled, and said, "You need to finish your drink."

I polished off the glass of tequila, and then both girls got up carrying the glasses back to the kitchen. "There's one more drink each", I heard, and then the sounds of glasses being filled. Donny smiled at me and said, "I can do one more, but that'll be it for tonight". I nodded, and thought that nothing could top what had happened. But I knew that next time, we were going to treat the girls to a night they'd never forget. And, in my thoughts was the idea of how much I wanted to taste pussy.