I want to be considerate towards my family, my children and everyone who knows me. I don`t want people to recognize me and I don`t want my loved ones to feel embarrassed, so that`s why I choose to not show my face on my public pictures. Sometimes when I post pictures of black men they are accompanied by other women whose faces you can see but these women could just as well be me. I value discretion very high because I don`t want to create awkward situations.

When I was 12 I made myself available to many black guys, and starting having sex was just wonderful. There was one certain incident in particular that I still remember quite clearly There was one of the guys and he was very big, especially regarding his thickness/girth. At first I was doubtful and even scared of his almost monstruous cock but I was horny. However to enter my vagina he had to squeeze inside very slowly, I was wet but in spite of that I think he needed a couple of minutes to get inside me. When finally inside it felt like we were completely stuck and locked together because he waited a bit before starting thrusting but eventually we finished off quite well. The first sex with him was a bit painful and I didn`t get an orgasm but he fucked me several times later and he gave me some divine orgasms I was writing this down in my diary which I still have

For a while now I`ve been considering to have one last child before it`s too late, my seventh. My heart says yes because I love being pregnant and being a birth factory for black children and to brestfeed, and it would also have been awesome to provide you guys in here with consecutive updates and pictures through my pregnancy. The guys also love my milk and two of my black friends have even offered me to be the father of my child and that is so kind of them In my teens I promised myself to have as many black children as possible and I`m still fertile so I`m thinking of removing my spiral birth control and let nature take its course. However on the other hand I`ll be soon turning 44 and even though I always get easily pregnant I will be around 45 when I give birth and over 50 when my child starts attending school. Being a single mother is also kind of hard, I`m always busy and I`m working a lot to provide for my children and another child will mean more work for me. My friends don`t recommend it either but I`m just afraid I`ll regret it later if I don`t go for it so we`ll see...

I`ve had literally hundreds of different black guys but the fact is that I`ve never ever had sex with a white guy before, not even once! (yes that is the truth and the fact that my children`s fathers are all black men says it all) As I`ve told you before I was ridiculed by the white boys at a very early age because I was fat but fortunately the black boys befriended me and embraced me and that was just what I needed because I was only 12 and very vulnerable so I made myself a commitment to only stick to them. (Mentally I don`t have anything against white men, just saying).Many years ago I remember going out one weekend for some drinks with my friends. We met some really nice white guys and particularly one of them was very handsome complimenting my body. I knew what he wanted and eventually he invited me to his place. Maybe I should have kept my mouth shut but he seemed so respectful so I told him that I only have sex with black men. Well,suddenly he went from being nice to turning totally mad and he started calling me bad names like "n****r whore" etc. so he furiously went away with his friends.I became very upset by the sudden change of atmosphere and my friends had to comfort me but fortunately I met a nice black guy a bit later that evening and the night had a happy ending like so many times before lol. It`s not like the black guys are always taking the first step, I can be sexually seductive as well , and I`ve never had any bad experiences when meeting black men but it`s probably because things end up like we both want lol I don`t expect people to understand me but even if I were physically attracted to white men having sex with them would make me feel unfaithful and my commitment to black men is lifelong

Luckily I`ve never been raped. If I was raped by a white guy I would probably have got a mental breakdown. Don`t get me wrong, I hope it will never happen but if a black guy assaulted me and raped me I wouldn`t have resisted because it would probably be useless anyway and I would have tried to enjoy it if possible making the best out of it. I would have forgiven him and be understanding towards him because I know that my curvy body sometimes makes black guys very horny. I know it maybe sounds crazy but all black men have their right to fuck me, also a rapist. To prevent him from feeling guilty I would have told him that I forgave him what he did to me, and not resisting would prevent my clothes from being ruined as well. Maybe I have a strange abnormal view on this but that`s how I am.

I have many crazy sexual fantasies and here is one of them : I`m on a vacation in a country with a lot of desert. My mother will be at our hotel taking care of my toddler and I`m joining a group of 3-4 nice random male tourists for a private excursion in the desert. However we`re all inexperienced and we get lost in the burning hot desert. I just drank the rest of our water and particularly the 3-4 men start to become seriously dehydrated which can be life-threatening. Luckily I haven`t pumped my breasts so they are bursting full of milk. To save the guys from dehydration I have to give them my milk but we don`t have any cups and they all have to drink directly from my breasts so I breastfeed all of them. Eventually we find the right direction out of the desert and we all survive thanks to my milk It`s just a fantasy but it`s almost like I would like it to happen for real

I was early developed and at 13 I already had a decent pair of big boobs To pupils at school who didn`t knew my name I was just "the girl with the big tits" For many years my big breasts was connected to my name and person. Many years later I met an old classmate. He was a bit tipsy and he revealed that every time he heard my name at school even if I wasn`t there he was thinking of my big tits

I`ve previously written about one of my many sexual fantasies, here`s another one: I travel alone deep into the African jungle where few or no white people have ever been before. I still breastfeed but my child at home is 2-3 years old now. I arrive in a primitive village where the natives are very dark black and I give some expensive gifts to the tribal chief/king. He becomes happy and grateful and when he sees my bursting boobs he becomes curious if they contain milk. They do, so I expose my breasts and let him and the other men around him suck on them, which makes them appreciate me even more and he says that I can stay with them as long as I want. The whole village is so curious about me, a white woman, and in the evening I enter a big tribal hut with 12-15 boys in their late teens. I can smell the sexual desire in the room but none of them speak English. I strip naked and I see all the young men, some of them being well endowed, get an erection I kneel on all fours and I`m pointing at my pussy and they go crazy of lust so I gesture "one by one". So they fuck me one by one but they don`t last long so I`m letting them fuck me all over again, missionary position this time. I become their white village whore but I`m also helping the women making food and I`m breastfeeding their children etc and they don`t seem to mind that I have sex with their men. Every time I approach the men they get an erection and even at night they come into my hut for sex and I`m willingly spreading my legs for them. Needless to say I`m becoming incredibly popular in the village and during my three weeks stay with the tribe all the men fuck me multiple times On the day of my departure I receive a beautiful hand made necklace as a symbol of their gratitude and I promise to come back another year This is only an erotic fantasy but making it come true would have been just wonderful

I love that white men too are looking at my body but to be very honest I`m only sexually attracted to black guys, in fact I`m absolutely addicted to them Every time I see a handsome black man I can feel that my pussy gets wet because I imagine how wonderful it would have been to be fucked by him so I always have to bring enough sanitary pads with me in my purse. There have been occasions some years ago in public when I hadn`t had more pads available and when I got aroused I made my leggings visibly wet in my groin area. It was embarrasing because it looked like I peed on myself, however it wasn`t urine but my pussy juice

In my teens/early 20s I was basically the only white girl hanging with a lot of black/African guys and sometimes my sheer presence was enough to giving them an erection I could sometimes notice the bulge they got in their pants only by looking at me lol. Even in public I was letting them discreetly touch my tits and pussy because they wanted my body and I wanted their black cocks I was their white princess and I loved it Now I`m older and I`m their queen

According to my diary I`ve been breastfeeding my six children for more than fifteen years so far and I love it More or less regularly I`ve also been delivering my over supply of milk to the local hospital to help new mothers with too little milk. During high productivity my breasts are producing roughly two litres (0,6 gallons) of milk per day. Mother`s milk is expensive and I actually get paid decently for it. If I multiply my daily amount with the years I`ve been pumping/breastfeeding my breasts have been producing more than 10 000 litres of milk so far (that`s over 2700 gallons) On the maternity ward I`ve even got a nickname, the nurses jokingly call me "the cow"

At 14 I already had big boobs and this is an erotic experience from school. In my class some of the boys were really loudmouths, however there was one quiet shy boy who always kept to himself and he was sometimes bullied by the other cocky boys. This boy was small in height for his age but he was always kind and considerate and I actually liked him. One day another girl and I found out that we`d tease him a bit in a friendly way so when he was standing alone in the corner of the schoolyard we approached him. I was wearing a thin blouse and I took his hands and put them on my boobs and kept them there for 10-12 seconds. He was blushing and I noticed that he got an erection (I didn`t touch him down there). After this incident he always gave me a little mischievous shy smile when he saw me I bet he never told his classmates about it but I`m pretty sure he may have been the first boy in our class with an erotic experience like this Many years later (mid 20s) I saw him at a distance in a shopping centre. I don`t think he saw me and we didn`t speak but he was holding hands with a young woman and they were laughing. I had been thinking about him occasionally and my heart really melted for him that day

In one of my earlier comments I`ve been writing about my vagina having a very strong smell if I`m not cleaning it daily(this is something I`m very much aware of, just saying). I`m a bit hesitant to tell you about this, but I choose to do so. An old schoolmate of mine and her husband have a big male dog. When I`m visiting them and I haven`t had my daily shower yet their dog is very interested in me, or rather in the very distinct smell of my pussy coming through my clothes and their dog is putting its nose tight to my pussy sniffing it. In fact I don`t mind at all and I`m letting it happen because I`m indulging the dog and it`s in a private setting but now and then it sometimes also happens with strange dogs in public and then I`m gently pushing them away of course.

As a teenager and in my early 20s I was always invited when the black guys were having a party. I loved spreading my legs for them and I was sometimes serving them one by one and they were waiting for their turn to fuck me. I often didn`t bother putting on my clothes after each guy, I was just sitting or lying on the bed waiting for the next one to entering the room During one night I was sometimes fucked by up to 6-7 black guys and I really loved being the only white girl present

Some years ago before my big weight loss I was having sex with a guy who wanted me to slap him in his face with my boob. He was a rather thin guy standing on his knees and I gave him a real blow on the left cheek with my right breast. However it was a really hard hit resulting in him falling to the floor ! At first I was worried because I was afraid that I had hurt him severely but fortunately he was quite OK, just feeling a bit groggy I felt bad for him but he assured me I shouldn`t Conclusion: Never underestimate a huge heavy tit coming at you at full speed

I love showing off to all men just saying

I love being here to reveal my sexual experiences. A couple of years ago I got to know two African minor asylum seekers from Somalia. They were 16 and 17 year old boys and we had mutual sexual attraction towards each other. We met 3-4 times at a hotel room and we had so much fun They had never seen a naked woman before and were totally sexually inexperienced so I was their teacher -age wise I could have been their mother. I remember standing totally naked letting them examine and explore my breasts, vagina and my whole body with their hands and they became extremely eager and horny for me I was letting them fuck me several times every time we met and it would have been totally impossible for them to find a woman like me in their native country. They got everlasting erections when they saw me even before I undressed But eventually after a couple of weeks I reluctantly decided to back off because I didn`t want anyone to find out. I became their white trophy and I absolutely loved it

This is a kinky story; I`m a very hygienic person. I don`t have any venereal disease but I need to wash my pussy every day because otherwise it may have an unusually strong smell and you can easily notice the distinct smell of my pussy through my clothes. Some years ago I was hanging with a black guy who wanted me to avoid washing because he became super horny by the smell of my 3-4 days old cunt On one occasion we were in a big supermarket and we split for a while because we wanted to look at different items. Perhaps he had an extra sensitive nose, however after a while he couldn`t find me but since the smell of my pussy was hanging in the air maybe 20-30 seconds after I had been walking in the aisles he could smell his way to me and find me

The reason that I`m addicted to black men and that I`m a black owned woman is because when I was 12 I tried to approach the white boys but they ridiculed me, mocked me and rejected me because I was fat. On the other hand the black boys being some years older than me appreciated me and my curves and they gave me the positive attention I desperately needed. Having black girls was an issue for them so me starting hanging with them was a win-win situation They took my virginity when I was 12 ,there was no birth control and after being pregnant at 14 I have never looked back

I love showing off my breasts in different positions. Whether I sit or stand, lie down or bend over it affects their shape. If I`m using my hands squeezing my belly a bit they become more round and if I use my arms squeezing them from the sides it makes them look longer and inflated. My lovers are taking the pictures and the photographer`s angle is also decisive for the visual result.

At my now oldest breastfeeding picture (you can slightly see my son is wearing a blue/white striped dress) three of my black friends came over and one of them wanted a picture. It was a hot day and actually I was naked the whole time when they were there but I didn`t mind because they were all used to see me naked Needless to say but they all got their share of my pussy Eventually my breasts started growing by each pregnancy

My two youngest children are two and four years old and my grandchild is now eight. During my last two pregnancies she was soo excited with me and my growing belly and she was telling everybody that "granny`s gonna have a baby" She`s so cute and she`s still my little angel When we were out together and people saw my pregnant belly they always thought my grandchild was my daughter and I had to tell them about our weird family structure, haha

I`ve always loved breastfeeding all my African children in public showing everybody that I`m their proud mother Seeing their black skin against my white skin is the most beautiful and sweetest thing I`ve ever experienced and watching them has always stimulated my milk production as well My black lovers have always loved being breast fed by me and they still do I`ve always had plenty of milk for all my purposes

If I went to live in Africa in one of the bigger cities as the white fat woman I am I would walk along the main street every day passing a lot of horny African men sitting outside the cafes staring at me and I would be wearing tight sexy clothing revealing my big breasts and huge ass and I would shake my ass intentionally to attract them and if it were possible the guys would be making me pregnant with a new black child every day

I have three regular black lovers that I`m taking turns visiting and several random ones that I meet when I`m going out with my friends for some drinks at bars/night clubs at the weekends. Usually it happens a couple of times a month and mostly my kind mom is babysitting My female friends all prefer white men so I`m always getting the black guys to myself(haha) The night is perfect if I`m ending up in bed with a sexy guy, and the darker they are the better but I`m always protecting my children so I never bring them home.

When the weather is nice I love to go to the city centre with my female friends dressed up in a sexy tight top with a deep cleavage showing my breasts and wearing tight pants that gives me a camel toe and reveals my curves and my big ass. Black guys love my huge ass and my intention is to attract them and it always works .When I`m walking together with black men in public and they are holding their arm around me showing that I`m their white prized trophy I feel sooo happy

My frequent breastfeeding has always increased my milk production. I`ve been nursing all my children between two and three years each much thanks to my lovers who encouraged me to continue breastfeeding because they love to drink my milk and I love to satisfy them The maternity ward is grateful, the guys are happy, my children don`t mind it and I love feeding them all so it`s really a win-win situation for all of us

Through the years I`ve been fucked by more than 500 different black African men (yes that`s a fact).Until some years ago I was writing down in my diary after each new guy I had. I`ve lost counting but the number is surely more than 500. It`s a high number but it`s during a period of around 30 years.I`ve been called horrible names like "mattress" and "whore" by white people many times but I`m obsessed by black men They are usually giving me divine orgasms and they deserve to enjoy my white body

My friends jokingly say that I`m a birth machine for black children and that`s absolutely true Black cocks are going into my pussy and black babies are coming out of it Five of my children have international names and one has a muslim name because his muslim father wanted it I was with him around a year and I had to wear a hijab in public but when I went to bars and night clubs with my female friends to hook up black guys (only I did) I took it off. I`m addicted to African men and at an early age I decided to give birth to their children

My huge breasts, big ass and my whole body is the property of all black men and my pussy is always available to them All black guys have their legitimate right to fuck me (raw of course) and I`m always willingly spreading my legs for all black guys who want my pussy

I know the identity of two of my children`s African fathers, one coming from Ghana and one is from Senegal but I have no idea who the fathers of my other four children are. However considering which men I had sex with the guys are probably from Gambia, Sudan or Ghana. I have two daughters and four sons They all have very dark black skin and typical African facial features so you wouldn`t believe their mother is white but I am

One of the black boys made me pregnant at 14 and at 15 I gave birth to my first black child My parents allowed me to keep my baby. I was attending school with a growing belly and it was a strange feeling to become a mother at such a young age. Most people knew I was hanging with the black guys and I was frowned upon when my baby boy was born One day I brought him with me to school but not everybody liked it.

At 28 I had my third child. This picture was taken around two years later (you can see it on my personal page/galleries, where I`m wearing red pants) I`m still pumping my bursting milk filled breasts and as you can see I`m already heavily pregnant with my fourth black child . For a while I was breastfeeding two kids, one two year old and one infant, one at each breast

There are many advantages of having big boobs, also practical. For example when we`re on vacation lying by the pool and I grab my purse and go to the poolbar (topless of course )to buy drinks. I only have two hands so I grab a beer for my man with one hand and a drink for myself with the other hand but before doing that I simply put my small purse under one of my hanging boobs, carrying problem solved