I just wonder if I am desperate for sex.

So as you know, I have not had sex for over like 4 years now. I not sure if that was exactly the amount of time that I spent doing my normal day to day routines and/or new things that I just came custom to and it has been tuff.
I was watching porn and watching live mature video rooms for all of this time and just recently that I gave it up for like a few months that just past. I have been charging up some massive load of cum and orgasm collecting and now I feel I am surely ready to have sex with a female. I would have to selay that I am not a fucking kind of guy because to me it does not involve using love and/or emotions of passion to give to another female in order to give her an achievement or sexual desire for more that is of passion and love.
I do not mind one night sex, sex regularly but the most part I would not even mind just sexting, phone sex, sending nude pictures, sex videos, or just being naked during my