Uh well I've finally come to the conclusion that I'm bi sexual. I've had sex at a party with this one girl and I was drunk, but my best friend I've had so many fantasies about and when he would be asleep I would slowly rub his dick and I know he was awake more than once but never stopped me. I wouldn't want something to ruin our relationship but I need to know who I really am, so I sortof want a first time with a guy that's preferably not him... thoughts?