Ill begin with this story at a time when I was terrified of people knowing my sexual orientation... There was a girl whom I had a slight crush on and thought she felt the same as she was always wanting to see me and such. I had her over one day and got to cuddling in front of tv and when I made my move I got shot down, she had a bf. So like wtf I take her with me to my buddies whom I'm positive I'm much better looking than plus have a much better personality than (his family loved to point it out to him) and this girl stays over at his place that very night all naked on the couch and shit whatever else idk. Now I've been told my whole life I'm good looking, that girls like/prefer tall guys who have a car and job and are fit and educated, which this friend didn't have any of those things! Dratz, whatever so she didn't like me I told myself its ok I've been wrong before, just flabbergasting with my record compared to his... Anyways, now in my later stages of life as I reflect on all my failed relationships... Than I look around the events in my life with woman who make me feel this way, sure a few girls have asked me out but not based on sexual desires well one but man she would fuck a horse. I love sex sooo much and none of my exes ever fullfilled my sexual appetetite no matter how I spelt it out for them... Guess its my fault but just hear me out. I've seen guys uglier than me with knock outs and they treat these girls bad and such and these girls friends even end up sleeping with said man. So where are all the slutty friends in my life? I've seen and heard girls doing things like pornstars for guys they just met and such and these are things I only get to do after a large sum of money is either donated on dates/passed over in transaction. Where are all the easy fun to fuck chicks in my life? Well I see guys not of my profile not even trying and get these things like they got a chick magnet. And like unless I've been lied to numerous times, I'm fairly good looking/great genes, money, skills, health. Bingo! I just can't win, I'm cursed right? I mean naturally I should of met the perfect slut by now but nooo all the sluts I get are imperfect ones (no matter how good looking) maybe I'm being unrealistic but imo realistically I should have met one who dosent leave me hanging on things she may not be entirely fond of but I've stressed to them about how important my sexual desires are (maybe not in words everytime but I mean I'm a guy that should speak for itself!) But girls hardly ever give me attention till I seem to have put my mind, body and soul into getting her into bed well the biggest deutch I know is receiving the attention I yearn for from woman who are way out of his league imo. And still its like I'm fucking a retard everytime... She just lay there and take it than continues her bitching or whatever it is girls say to me when we done. I have little respect for a lot of woman these days and its no surprise its like I'm working a 20$/hour job for minimum wage with these people and providing an edication on what to do with a cock to keep your man happy... "Yes whatever you do to it feels good especially right after I pull out" might be the solution, is to tattoo that on my forehead. And where do you find girls who enjoy anal sex? My god the trouble I've had with that aspect as well! I'm cursed right? Yes or no? And please don't be condescending. AND THIS IS NOT A PITY PLEA ITS A QUESTION. Please keep it civil/in the gutter. I can't possibly bring to light every detail that makes me think this and there are a lot stemming from girls unfaithful to me to vice versa to some other poor guy. Thanks for taking the time to go through this. I apologize to anybody I might have offended with my words, was not intention to start an arguement over minor details. If you do wish to argue with me or anybody else, using this thread for it is not appreciated and I'd be much obliged to handle it on the PM system of this site.