This is the story of my first experience with a man.
A few years ago I was having a smoke on a market stall in the town where I live, and a black guy went passed on his bike. He caught a whiff of the smoke and came back. We got chatting and he asked if I wanted to go for a smoke round at his flat. I said no at first and we chatted some more. He asked again, and again I politely declined, and after a few more minutes he said he'd suck my dick if I went with him. I'd been curious about sucking cock for several months, and having a guy blow me, plus I enjoyed wanking off to pics/vids involving black men, gay and straight, so I thought fuck it, and went round to his. When we got there, he tided a little while I rolled us a smoke. When he was done, he stripped off to his boxers while I was smoking. After a few mins, I handed him the smoke, and stripped down to my briefs. He finished the smoke and asked me to lie on my back, so I did after removing my briefs. He took off his boxers and I saw his cock was hard like mine. It was about the same length as mine, but thicker. He positioned himself above me so that we were in the 69 position, and he started to suck my dick. His hard cock was just a few inches above my face, and he took it and pointed it down towards my mouth. I'd not been thinking about sucking his dick, but in that moment I figured I may never get another chance to suck a cock, so I held it and began to suck it. I was surprised by how easy and natural it felt to have a hard cock in my mouth, and I was surprised by how good it felt and how much I was enjoying the texture and taste of it. I don't know how long we were sucking each others dicks for, but we swapped positions a few times before we'd finished. From that moment on, I knew I was going to suck more cocks, and I have

I need help too. Really wanna suck and find out what being fucked is like. Problem is my ass is so tight can hardly get a finger in, never mind a cock