Not really in a sense, a lot of people have told me to go fuck myself

Looking at the "Photoshop" forum, anything is possible,,

I do see your point of view. Many modern men smell worse than a hamper full of dirty clothes. Not much has changed. As far as a Cherokee princess, if you find one, I'd love to join you both

It seems like a trap too Me or a type A control freaks fevor dream all part of lusting for the totalitarian control they can never have because fundamentally things do not function in the manner in which they conceive them causing tragic effects
I harbor perfectionist tendencies but this seems like a good way to screw up the whole "about the journey not the destination" thing as well as risks the problem of focus on the yin to the point of attempting to avoid the yang ie seeking happiness while also eliminating sadness when happy/sad are sides of the same coin and one may as well as for change in all heads no tails. I find it better to accept that the one informs the other and know that I can experience happiness because of the sadness I've experienced. I wouldn't give up having pets I've lost trying to avoid the pain of loosing them and I wouldn't want to spin My wheels stuck in a period during which I kept returning to moments past with them present until letting it go and moving forward and much like trying to perfect the experience of a particular period the individual doing this continues on aging as They engage in garnering information and making changes to get things to come out just so inthat
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This is interesting especially considering the topic although I suspect My browser returned to this window after already posting this owing to the dhs wrapper due to the "watch" list I'm on... Idiots have the on the cheep "business" school mentality which like time is another notion not in lock step with objective reality causing actions to result in unintended consequences like not hiring technicality trained individuals to do the peeping Tom voyeristic bullshit instead going with software I swear must've been micro$oft produced from the footprint and glitchfest nature of its operating which begs the question just who's side are they on as they may as well have added a notification feature informing the user of the fact that big bro is watching Rockwell's chime and all

That not washing business applies to the black plague period when washing became one of the more widely held suspicions of the cause along with the ironic tagging of cats that certainly didn't help matters and probably made the situation worse as far as fleas are concerned
When it comes down to it the whole civilization thing Our mythology paints as one continuous escalator ride up from the red in tooth and claw nature it puts Us at odds with and We're not very good at evidenced by the ruins all over the place many left by ancestors We can't even name not to mention failing to have yet managed to create a working model with the average age of those We consider notable historically running about 200yrs or 10 generations with a healthy society showing 5 grandkids to grandparents from center perspective is all because some psychopath with the gift of gab managed to get the tribe to stop the hunter gathering and **** where We poop in order to pertend they were king in the We are what We pertend to be bit Vonnegut warned Us to take care about but forgetting is Friths gift to the humanity El-ahrairah avoided in taking it up the ass and We don't have the laws of civilization like We do airodynamics ergo We keep riding these bicycles with wings attached to the pedals off the cliff trying to fly but forget that forgetting is a bitch thinking if We just peddle a little bit harder...
Mythology is because of the forgetting and informs a sociatial group who They are as a People where They came from and where They are going as a society
As the old toast goes Drink! For Ye know ywince Ye came nor how. Drink! For Ye know not where Ye go nor why.
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S l e e p is a wordydurd? Alrighty then
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The overarching misconception of all of this is the individuality delusion that nowhere is evidenced in fact the opposite is demonstrated yet We persist in putting the notion forward axiomatically but nobody thinks I'm serious when I refuse to acknowledge anyone's individual status until They spend a year as an individual and that means without the aid of anything produced by the society They think They are so removed from but even allowing a cheat to get started with They think it absurd to attempt to live up in the hills or something naked with nothing but a stone axe and a packet of seeds but I'm not supposed to take Their claims to individually as absurdities nonetheless
These are the same People that can't fathom the idea that empirical proof doesn't result from textbooks and think I believe that the Earth is flat because I note that I currently can not prove it isn't and therefore remain open to the possibility that such is the case
It all seems silly until uncritical acceptance allows incredibly obvious lies to fly as public narrative based not on objective evidence but instead founded upon because I said so and You end up with We landed on the moon without any first order evidence of such a claim having accidentally erased all video and telemetry data and destroying the technology for some unstated reason but We went to the moon and anyone questioning the "fact" is a conspiracy theorist

I have a writing habbit that's pretty heavy Like the monkey on My back is 400+ lbs and I keep forgetting to keep it in the room writing with the same reguard I wank close the door put on some music and wash up afterwards but I don't manage to remember that I am flashing My opinions at people who never wanted to see anything but My private but I can't keep it out My pants and next thing I know the Pvt msg I was replying to suddenly has My disgusting obscene offense opinions written directly at them and I didn't even realize it was happening... Thank all that's good and right no poetry Deadly weapon assault if manslaughter plee and insanity fail Jebuzus christes good looking corpse on a suffering crutch help Me Chinese Yhwh it's revenge for avoiding the "I hope You have 3 just like You" curse My Mater & Pater familus favored as inflicting a little version of Moi is proof deity hates everybody so instead I get to write about the medium of games and the potential for art in a craft industry which is blazing a trail off the path less taken beelining directly for the field Fate conspired with My Muse to end Me tits up sporting one ear and a sucking chest wound over a billion dollar concept paid in about 100yrs from now... Art... I need to start drinking again... Should have been more careful of what I was pertendingbto be as once again asked for something without figuring out exactly what that was now I can't blame management... only registered users can see external links
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I didn't mention Ma & Pa's dead sheep
Mother was and English major Masters in da bard and I'm not sure what She piled high and deep but Dad was fine arts sketch photog paint oils & acrylics silk screen master self study a couple of duhocs while I was expelled from 9th and kindergarten bookending My academic resume formally
But those dead sheep saw a lot of "Honey can You stay here in the library and be quiet until Momma's class is done? I'll be back in about an hour"
Education is a passive act that can only be offered not mandated any more than You can lead a horse to water but You can't make it think
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And keep away from the endocrine
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I'm an amanuensis for My particular insanity and Jay Joyce I ain't but My process is attempting to emulate His in a trickle of cluelessness to stream of consciousness kind of way
I have issues with My mother tongue and secondary edumacation amplified that into outright contempt effectively rendering Me illiterate in every language and anyway editing isn't My concern as an editor is going to edit no matter how careful and time consuming You are with rewriting and that's a pre first draft at best with no target market for it sooooo I wasn't concerned with the form of the babble that frankly I don't know much more about it when writing the blue dear rampage as anyone reading whatever portion they heroically brave before dropping it. I do however find the occasional coherent possiblity in the rare passage that have from time to time been components of articles I've managed to fost off on desperate publishing concerns willing to sink so low as to use My psychobabble fake news still eluding the list of options I'm sure as else if why disregard a more ethical and moral option to amplify ME? It's a crazy world but what else when We are what We pertend and forget We pertend and keep repeating the same? Different results?
Do I contradict Myself? I am Legion. I contain myriads.
To whit I don't know Walt I'm talking about man.
Ich weiss das Ich nicht weiss.
I Delphi norms.
Cheers.
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