| For a while now I have known that I am depressed. I haven't really felt the desire to maintain conversations like I used to, and I find myself annoyed by texts, or phone calls. I haven't purposely tried to push anyone away, I just don't have the energy anymore to find things to talk about, especially if the topic has to do with sex, or anything close to it.
Lately I have noticed that I am also getting annoyed when men hit on me, or try to talk to me in anything more than a platonic aspect. Also while I still enjoy sex, I just do not seek it out or initiate it with my boyfriend any longer, and I haven't been attracted to him in ages. I have also noticed that it has been ages since I have found men in general attractive. I know that I am not a lesbian, women do nothing at all for me and I do not find them remotely attractive; but I don't really find men attractive anymore either. I don't know if this has to do with being depressed. Im just coming to find men repulse me, but that could be cause the majority of men I come in to contact with are on facebook or on this site. I get hit on through Fb constantly and the messages are crude with the guys just wanting a quick fuck. The men here actually seem to have a bit more manners. |
Not all men are assholes.
Now if you'd excuse me, I need to send you a picture of my dick.
And yes, depression sucks. Seek a doctor who would prescribe you something. Last generation antidepressants are quite good, but even old Prozac is not bad. Don't get me wrong, I do not advise living on antidepressants long term, it's not an answer. You need to figure out your problems yourself inside your own mind, find other hobbies and interests. But it's kinda hard when you are already depressed. Antidepressants may clear your mind enough to do that. Just do not use the kind that numbs you and puts your mind to s1eep.
I can only advise you to walk at least an hour per day during daylight time, better when it's sunny. It's good both for your body and your mind.
Seriously, though, depression SUCKS. I hope things start to look better for you soon.
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